again, I got argue with my friend. This time, that is about our friend's birthday. My friend told me that she invited many friends to japan restaurant, I told him that I have a car but it is limited five people because it just can carry five people, I don't like extra (you know, person sit on person...) anyways, he told me that I have to talk to her and well, I did.

guess what? I hurt her feeling for say "I had heard you invited many friends for your birthday."

then he yelled at me for hurted her feeling, I told him I don't mean to. Also, I hate to hurt people's feeling and everyone know me....even him. (really, no excuse for him)

anyways, I told him to stop it, I felt worse and more worse as he told me that I hurt her feeling repeat. He said he is just try give me a advice and I told him stop give me advice for now, please.

And he said He give up giving me a advice since I don't take his advice to stand up to my brother....which I did stand up to my brother sometime but not all time.

I told him this is very offensive, I don't like what he said to me. He said sorry but done with advices for people for long time (even he want to be in constructor (adviseor) major) (I said WFT? but I don't say that to him)

Now, is that worth to go to her birthday party if they still treat me like I am hurting them?

my answer is I don't know.....





P.S. I think that's time to looking for new friend.....to replace him. I would like to have friend who know me very well and understanding.

ok, sorry for emo but I spoke my heart out on this journal....it made me feel better, a bit.